進診間前的緊張，入診間時的憂傷，出診間後的沮喪。為了換取所謂通往康復的藥物，月復一月地反覆煎熬。

Sadness is a mire,
dragging me deeper and deeper.

I'm only human…
…without the right to be with death.
Why can 't it be my choice?

the world sucks!
the crazy walks!

My soul had been lost since childhood.
I'm nothing isolated by humman beings.

It's too far away to walk on the trip,
carrying with tears,
so tired to breathe.

Nothing's real, nothing lasts.
If fading like leaves, life may be easier…
…yet, I'm only human on this sucking world.

"No pain, no gain," it is said.
Why can it not be "No gain, no pain" ?

Love never exist on earth.
It's just a cause to hurt.
Just like my parents,
"I do it because I do love you!"
That's the biggest lie I've ever heard of.

I'm no worth of cherishing.