A request for opinions

Conversation just then:

from: r u a ghost
to: why?
from: why not sleep
to: 'cause I'm not sleepy
from: bang bang----
to: Can u fall into sleep while thoughts are running?
That's it!
Or, would u rather hope me take drugs for a sleep?

Situation like what I'm suffering tonight and now on, what would u say?

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One comes from zero and finaly goes to zero.
What's the meaning of those suffering passing years?